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[29 Jun 2007|03:32pm] |
So i am super tired from work and now i have to go do sound for a play. which kinda....sucks i guess.
Im gettin 50 bucks for it....
Im working a shit load this week only one day off in between 9 days.
My pay check is gunna be bitcheeeeeeen.
OH...and im not eating bread or any bread products anymore.
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[22 Jun 2007|04:05pm] |
So...im in my moms office and its really odd all the old women striving to be young again.
For once i feel like the prettiest person in the room.
Elton John is playing in the background. Rocket man. Good song.
I dont know if i like how summer is going so far. I havent even seen hana at all yet and its making me really sad. I miss her a lot.
the only person i have hung out with is sierra really. I love her and its fun to hang out with her always but its just like...i miss my best friend. i miss having hana around all summer. i mean last summer every night was like a sleep over.
I miss last summer. Before she started partying all the time and hookin up with every guy that looks at her.
Thats harsh i guess i mean if i could be doin it im sure i would. But i cant...and thats the sad part. Im too sheltered to even hangout with Hana anymore.
I cant do all the stuff she likes to do. Summer is like a never ending party for her and for me its like a never ending crap shoot.
Wooo!
I dont know how i feel right now...im figuring out that i really just dont have a best friend anymore. Its an odd thing to think but...its true.
But what is a best friend even? who wants one person who you have to hang out with more than anyone else?
Do i even want to have that commitment?
Its not like hana is just some random girl who im like duuuuude lets be best friends!! party! get faded! i love you!!!!
Nope.
i've known hana my whole life....and we just are best friends.
I mean its not like she just went to carlsbad because she thought it would be fun...its because i went there. she would never have moved here from san diego. why would you do that.
I was her only friend and i introduced her to everyone here and she kinda just took my friends and said...well now i dont need you anymore, peace!
which kinda sucks balls for me?? dont yah think? but yeah...that was like the first half of this school year...then she moved on from my friends and made her own...it not like i wanted her to be only my friend and not make her own friends no way i wanted her to get more friends but its one thing to have new friends its quite another to completley ignore your old ones and only hang out with the new ones....
I happened to be in the old catagorie....sick shit man. i told her about how i felt and stuff but it didnt do anything...she always says she will change and hangout with me and that summer will be the same as last summer. but i know it wont...its already started and i dont like it. the first week of summer and i havent even seen her once.
But yeah i have to go...im getting bored with my whinning....peace and love kids.
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[15 Jun 2007|06:45pm] |
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Dude i hate life.
Hana doesnt even give a shit anymore. I really dont think anyone does. Sierra tries but shes fuckin only cares about her boyfriend anymore. Sick shit. And thats about it.
My two "best friends". woo hooo.
I have no one else to turn to i cant talk to anyone. my mom always tells me im over reacting or im smothering her. then i would go to another fried but whoops dont have any!
Im stoked.
not.
So basically i dont give a fuck anymore.
I hate everyone.
Including myself.
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[27 May 2007|04:15pm] |
So...i just got off work. And i am tired and bored.
Im supposed to be chillen with sierra today but she hasnt called me back and doesnt seem to wanna answer her phone as of right now.
I wonder why.
We made plans last night and usually she will call me before i can call her.
Whatever im not gunna sweat it.
So im officially bored with life. nothing mew has happened except work. And that just aint good enough.
No men either.
I want some MEN!
Love love.
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[09 Jan 2007|08:50pm] |
Guess what.
Fuck dem bitches who want to trick you into liking them and then shank you with a spear in the heart.
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[19 Dec 2006|01:30am] |
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i like many boys.
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[19 Nov 2006|06:52pm] |
Ryan found out that i like him...
Fuuuuuuuuuck.
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[21 Aug 2006|06:49pm] |
I missed a day.
Death.
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[17 Aug 2006|04:30pm] |
Im addicted to the gym.
If i miss a day i will die.
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[03 Aug 2006|01:07pm] |
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I saw Kyle yesturday.
He is Adorable with a capital A.
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[23 Jul 2006|04:50pm] |
my brother ran away.
hes fuckin everything up for me.
im not happy.
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[21 Jul 2006|10:21am] |
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[19 Jul 2006|06:19pm] |
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Sun is shinning the weather is sweet makes you want to move your dancin feet.
I love him.
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[24 Jun 2006|01:19pm] |
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[20 Jun 2006|07:55pm] |
My brother is in the hospital. Hes had a temperature of 103 for three days and chest pain. He couldn't hold down any food or water for that three days either so hes very weak and dehidrated. This morning he started coughing up blood...
My mom took him to the doctors and they had no idea of what was wrong with him. He is now at the hospital.
They drew his blood, took a urine sample and then took x-rays.
Hes on an IV to get some liquids in him.
They think it might have to do with his heart...That would be the worst thing possible. Hes had a whole in his heart since birth. Granted, now its only about the size of a penicil eraser, its still a whole...in his heart. So if that is what is it. I dont know whats going to happen.
All i know is that if anything happens to him...My whole life will be over.
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[13 Jun 2006|08:53pm] |
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HEY
I am SO bored right now. So i decied to update my livejournal. Yes the livejournal NO ONE looks at. It seems like people never use there livejournals anymore. Strange....
Rob poured agua on me today at red carpet my face was like >:o <<<(Thats supossed to be a mix between angry and shocked...)
And then he did it again and again and again so Ryan rubbed my head with a towel and made my hair all staticy and gross. But i was headed to the beach anyways. So i didnt really care.
:) Me and Shannon Bo Bannon went to the beach today. That was lovely. I love love love the beach. She was wearing my blue stripey suit...i got to wear my new one.
I got my new bathing suit in Palm Springs. At "The London Underground." I really liked that store. It was cute cute cute. I also got shirts and they are lovely. Yeah its funny how you can get three things for $100. Makes me giggle. :\
Well i wanna go watch the season finaly of "Top Chef" so i will maybe come back some other time....
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[25 May 2006|08:30pm] |
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god im bored. and travis doesnt take hints very well.
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